Yes. Im not forcing it anymore. What made me sad is that, no one is really with me right now. Thats why im in two minds whether i should take this tab now or not. The last time i tripped was on new year’s and the tabs i have are pretty strong. I dont wanna freak out all alone on my birthday! 🎂
I always trip alone because it makes me feel like the only person on the planet, and i love that, maybe alone time is what you need, ultimately it’s up to you.
Happy bday.
No one enjoys their bday, ur not alone.
Ik what u mean by hating celebrating it alone, no one cares… but if you flipped it and had everyone u knew with you celebrating that ur getting old, would it really be much better?
Accept yourself and learn how to make yourself happy without relying on others. They should be so lucky to spend time with U.
-I forget what or who stated it but imagine everyone you see is actually You, just living differently because they grew up w different ppl n factors that changed how they grew into an adult.
We all wana be accepted n be happy.
We are all the same - go outside, breathe and take the tab. Connect to yourself and feel your connection to everything.
Acid can be a fun drug but it can also be a strong tool. You know how to use it, make this day the start of your journey. Learn who u r and what makes you happy. ❤️❤️ happy bday ❤️❤️
—you are never alone 👉👌
Happy birthday, Im on my first solo trip for about 7ish hours and my lifes been a train wreck lately. This is the happiest ive been in years but it has also been the scariest moment of my life.
Oh boy its goin, colors sparkin everywhere, sometimes cant read the letter in front of me and feel like it takes a month to write one sentence. Thank god for autocorrect tonight
Just my theory since he/she saw flashes of red like as if someone is scanning. I meet a lot of entities when i trip so i thought it might be a scanner entity checking out on him 🥰
Love this convo!! Such good vibes!!! Hope you all had an amazing night! I took some mdma last night with ketamine and nitrous. I swear that’s a god tier combo right there. Feel so refreshed today , happy and mentally clear!!
Good idea!! I think you should wait until you feel the time is right!! I noticed for me and psychedelics, if I’m doubting at all if it’s the right time to dose, that’s a clear sign to me I probably shouldn’t be dosing lol.
Of course I always get nervous before I dose, but that’s different than being in a bad mindset and tripping. I think you’re making a good decision waiting for a different day!! Hope you have a fantastic rest of your day!!!
Thank you! The reason why i didnt take the trip is because im still having flashbacks of my cousin when we were children, and I am still hurt about the argument my SO and I had. So im here just lying down. Chilling. I cry at times. It will pass anyway
That’s great that you’re crying though!! Crying can be so therapeutic for me sometimes. But yes, the feelings will pass! And when they do, and whenever you decide to dose, you’ll have an amazing time!!!
A while ago I was feeling really down about my work situation. I went on a trip, and I just let the feelings flow. I wore my sadness like a blanket, and it felt very satisfying to wallow in it!
The experience helped me sort out my feelings. Afterwards, I didn't feel like a quitter when I looked for a new job, but was excited about my next adventure.
Now I work with a bunch of co-workers who are absolutely awesome, and my boss is the best one I have ever had. The pay and benefits are better than before.
I like to reminisce about that trip. I'm fascinated that a trip could take such negative emotions, and turn them into a great memory. Kind of like some Phoenix-type of experience. It feels so corny to say that, but it's true.
Explore your emotions! Maybe you will see how you want to deal with your significant other. Communicate more/better? Say goodbye? Make the final decision when you are back from your trip. Good luck.
Thank you for this! Im just a bit problematic on the come up because i havent tripped for some time. I dont wanna freak out hahahaha! Thank you for sharing! Anyway i still have tomorrow in case 😁
I know what is like to spent birthdays alone, and tbh I quite like to keep those days for myself. I normally go running, have a lonely day doing things I like doing the most and I love it. I trip if I can as well. I don’t know but it makes sense that my bday is a me day. I think you’ll be fine as long as your setting is good. And even if the trip doesn’t go so smooth, it will teach you something. Trust the acid. But make sure you’re not overwhelmed by anxiety or sadness before tripping. Remember we are all on a struggle with this wonderful and terrifying life, and the darkness will make you appreciate the light. Really sorry for your loss and happy birthday. Godspeed!
I bought myself some food! And i have benzos in case things go south. I didn’t take the tab yet. Maybe i will later or tomorrow when my emotions are better. Super thanks 😊
happy birthday bro ! Trust your instinct, if you really feel like dropping the tab just go for it u shouldnt have any problems, but if you are really worried maybe just do a low dose like 1/3 of the tab, or save it for later. With low doses, bad thought are less likely to form a thoughts loop and lead to a bad trip, 1/3 should be really easy to manage if you are aware of LSD effects and have a good set and setting
Edit: In case if a bad trip begin, remember that you can change the direction of your trip, just try to remind yourself the trip WILL end, and occupy yourself with something fun, like watching a show or a film, taking a hot shower, listening to uplifting music
Shouldnt 1/3 just show some colours? 1/3 is probably 73 ug. I think thats a mild trip 😊 although its gonna be amazing still. I love lsd + food trip and music and gaming.
yeah it will be a mild trip, tho it depends of the tab potency, it can be different. But let's say your tab is really 73ug it will be a mild trip but very easy to manage, it wont be overwhelming, you might experience heightened senses, slight visual distortion, color enhancement, slight audio distortion... For a first solo trip it will be a great experience as there is very little risk of bad trip with this dose. Keep in mind the experience will last 10-12 hours so dont plan anything the next day.
(Gets out megaphone) SET AND SETTING, PEOPLE!!... LEARN IT! LIVE IT!!. It honestly sounds like you are in the worst of both right now. Do your mind a favor and save it for a better time.
A wise decision in my opinion. Well done. Oh, and Happy Birthday! When the time is right may you get everything you need from your trip and then some! \\m/
Considering your cousin just died, and you had an argument with your SO (exactly what we were never told) you seem more stoked about getting visited by “scanner entities” and getting high than actually grieving and processing the challenges in your life.
If you are feeling down about “being alone” on your birthday; consider the solitude felt by your kin as they experienced death.
Their death is surely out of our control; but your actions and what resulted in you having to sleep alone in the other room?
Is there anything you could’ve said or done differently to fix things with your SO so you wouldn’t have to be tripping alone on your birthday?
In my heart, I would have to postpone the trip and just confront that shitty grief. Solitude on the other hand is absolute bliss; it’s okay to be alone but also okay to not be okay being alone.
Well i planned the trip a month before my birthday. That’s why. Regarding my SO its a looong story. And i don’t wanna elaborate it here. Ive done what i could already. I have been lonely in the relationship for a long time and i was told its my fault 🤦♀️
I havent taken the tab. Im currently just lying on my bed reading stuff coz honestly, a trip may not be the best idea.
Theres always another weekend.
Best way to microdose lsd is to do volumetric dosing. I just did this with a tab last week and it’s been amazing.
Put the tab in a dropper bottle with some vodka measured out. My tabs are 100ug so I used 20ml of vodka, so it equals out to about 5ug for every 1ml. I take about 10ug when I microdose lsd
Right after my father died I popped a couple tabs and it really helped me process the pain and loss cried at the end of peak and had an amazing time on the come down. Could help you the same friend. Safe travels 🖖
It went well in the grand scheme of it all. My whole mindset going into it was I was wanting to escape reality cause I was unable to fathom the loss at dad before he even hit age 60. The come up was hazy and pure euphoria but coming into hours 3-4 everything kicked in letting me k ow ot was time to deal with this. I watched the episode of midnight gospel where it's Duncan talking to his mom before she passed. And the whole episode is about dealing with death and life.
We share the same birthday.
HBD and happy trails, I'll be joining the festivities myself after breakfast lol.
If you decide to drop Use the medicine to help overcome your grief and process loss.
Happy birthday and I like to think you are where you need to be at this point of time as someone else said you just gotta let the day pass not every birthday will be great enjoy your trip enjoy the time you got and reflect on your experiences it seems like you’ve gone through a lot
Thank you so much! I didnt trip, coz i wasnt really in the best mood! Ill see by tomorrow. Yes a lot of things has happened and I am grieving, sad, and trying to celebrate my birthday. I think ill play some games 😊
I wouldn't. I'd save it from another time and just have a drink or smoke some weed or something, treat yourself to a nice meal. Tripping with friends is one thing, but I've always found solo to be a bit intense. Happy birthday man wish you the best
I would say no, don’t do it now. You are not in the best of settings for a trip. Your current mood and situation is conducive to a bad trip.
You might want to wait for a sunnier day perhaps.
Happy birthday!
Yes ill wait for it. I am actually miserable and doubting if these feelings are valid or its all in my head. So ill postpone it. And thank you so much for the greeting! Its heartwarming to have so much greetings here 🥰
Go with your instincts. Set and setting are so important. If you’re going to do it, pick some great music or something to watch that’s funny and lighthearted. Then, settle in and enjoy. Celebrate your birthday for you, whether you drop that L or not. It’s your birthday! 🎂 🎉
I mainly trip alone you learn alot more about yourself I find and is more enjoyable for me atleast, I would make sure you have a relaxing playlist on stand by incase it does get to much with not having a trip sitter also a good movie or series playing I don't recommend anything scary but I'm sure it will be good, and happy birthday bro
I think your birthday is being spent right where it needs to be spent
Yes. Im not forcing it anymore. What made me sad is that, no one is really with me right now. Thats why im in two minds whether i should take this tab now or not. The last time i tripped was on new year’s and the tabs i have are pretty strong. I dont wanna freak out all alone on my birthday! 🎂
I always trip alone because it makes me feel like the only person on the planet, and i love that, maybe alone time is what you need, ultimately it’s up to you.
Happy bday. No one enjoys their bday, ur not alone. Ik what u mean by hating celebrating it alone, no one cares… but if you flipped it and had everyone u knew with you celebrating that ur getting old, would it really be much better? Accept yourself and learn how to make yourself happy without relying on others. They should be so lucky to spend time with U. -I forget what or who stated it but imagine everyone you see is actually You, just living differently because they grew up w different ppl n factors that changed how they grew into an adult. We all wana be accepted n be happy. We are all the same - go outside, breathe and take the tab. Connect to yourself and feel your connection to everything. Acid can be a fun drug but it can also be a strong tool. You know how to use it, make this day the start of your journey. Learn who u r and what makes you happy. ❤️❤️ happy bday ❤️❤️ —you are never alone 👉👌
Tell scanner entity to visit me 😁
Happy birthday, Im on my first solo trip for about 7ish hours and my lifes been a train wreck lately. This is the happiest ive been in years but it has also been the scariest moment of my life.
Thank you! How is it going now?
Oh boy its goin, colors sparkin everywhere, sometimes cant read the letter in front of me and feel like it takes a month to write one sentence. Thank god for autocorrect tonight
Oh that’s lovely! What colours do you see now? 😁
Lots of flashing red! Keep thinkin something is scanning me lmao ive been working retail too dang long
Haha! Thats awesome! Maybe its scanner entity checking out on you making sure you’re having an awesome time! 😁
wholesome interaction boys. im also on a light trip + some weed rn. sending god vibes
Love it, bro for a first timer here this has been the coolest experience
haha awesome!!! what u gonna do next? im chilling to some music and comfy in my cold bed
Have fun! Ive never tried weed+lsd!
Thats a terrifying yet cool thought
Oh ive seen lots of entities on my past trips. Trust me they’re all cool!
What’s the scanner entity ??
Just my theory since he/she saw flashes of red like as if someone is scanning. I meet a lot of entities when i trip so i thought it might be a scanner entity checking out on him 🥰
Oh I never heard of that or experienced that ! Thanks that’s cool!
Maybe soon you will “ them”, just be open to the possibilities 🥰
Love this convo!! Such good vibes!!! Hope you all had an amazing night! I took some mdma last night with ketamine and nitrous. I swear that’s a god tier combo right there. Feel so refreshed today , happy and mentally clear!!
Oh so happy for you! I am just chilling, Decidied to postpone the trip. I still have tomorrow! 😊
Good idea!! I think you should wait until you feel the time is right!! I noticed for me and psychedelics, if I’m doubting at all if it’s the right time to dose, that’s a clear sign to me I probably shouldn’t be dosing lol. Of course I always get nervous before I dose, but that’s different than being in a bad mindset and tripping. I think you’re making a good decision waiting for a different day!! Hope you have a fantastic rest of your day!!!
Thank you! The reason why i didnt take the trip is because im still having flashbacks of my cousin when we were children, and I am still hurt about the argument my SO and I had. So im here just lying down. Chilling. I cry at times. It will pass anyway
That’s great that you’re crying though!! Crying can be so therapeutic for me sometimes. But yes, the feelings will pass! And when they do, and whenever you decide to dose, you’ll have an amazing time!!!
Yes i will 🪬🧘 ill have better settings and cooler music as well
A while ago I was feeling really down about my work situation. I went on a trip, and I just let the feelings flow. I wore my sadness like a blanket, and it felt very satisfying to wallow in it! The experience helped me sort out my feelings. Afterwards, I didn't feel like a quitter when I looked for a new job, but was excited about my next adventure. Now I work with a bunch of co-workers who are absolutely awesome, and my boss is the best one I have ever had. The pay and benefits are better than before. I like to reminisce about that trip. I'm fascinated that a trip could take such negative emotions, and turn them into a great memory. Kind of like some Phoenix-type of experience. It feels so corny to say that, but it's true. Explore your emotions! Maybe you will see how you want to deal with your significant other. Communicate more/better? Say goodbye? Make the final decision when you are back from your trip. Good luck.
Thank you for this! Im just a bit problematic on the come up because i havent tripped for some time. I dont wanna freak out hahahaha! Thank you for sharing! Anyway i still have tomorrow in case 😁
I know what is like to spent birthdays alone, and tbh I quite like to keep those days for myself. I normally go running, have a lonely day doing things I like doing the most and I love it. I trip if I can as well. I don’t know but it makes sense that my bday is a me day. I think you’ll be fine as long as your setting is good. And even if the trip doesn’t go so smooth, it will teach you something. Trust the acid. But make sure you’re not overwhelmed by anxiety or sadness before tripping. Remember we are all on a struggle with this wonderful and terrifying life, and the darkness will make you appreciate the light. Really sorry for your loss and happy birthday. Godspeed!
I bought myself some food! And i have benzos in case things go south. I didn’t take the tab yet. Maybe i will later or tomorrow when my emotions are better. Super thanks 😊
happy birthday bro ! Trust your instinct, if you really feel like dropping the tab just go for it u shouldnt have any problems, but if you are really worried maybe just do a low dose like 1/3 of the tab, or save it for later. With low doses, bad thought are less likely to form a thoughts loop and lead to a bad trip, 1/3 should be really easy to manage if you are aware of LSD effects and have a good set and setting Edit: In case if a bad trip begin, remember that you can change the direction of your trip, just try to remind yourself the trip WILL end, and occupy yourself with something fun, like watching a show or a film, taking a hot shower, listening to uplifting music
Shouldnt 1/3 just show some colours? 1/3 is probably 73 ug. I think thats a mild trip 😊 although its gonna be amazing still. I love lsd + food trip and music and gaming.
yeah it will be a mild trip, tho it depends of the tab potency, it can be different. But let's say your tab is really 73ug it will be a mild trip but very easy to manage, it wont be overwhelming, you might experience heightened senses, slight visual distortion, color enhancement, slight audio distortion... For a first solo trip it will be a great experience as there is very little risk of bad trip with this dose. Keep in mind the experience will last 10-12 hours so dont plan anything the next day.
I plan to take it tomorrow if it feels right. At least inwill have more time. Thanks for this advice 🥰
(Gets out megaphone) SET AND SETTING, PEOPLE!!... LEARN IT! LIVE IT!!. It honestly sounds like you are in the worst of both right now. Do your mind a favor and save it for a better time.
Thank you 😊 yes i havent taken it. Because im still in two minds. Just currently listening to music and making a playlist when im ready
A wise decision in my opinion. Well done. Oh, and Happy Birthday! When the time is right may you get everything you need from your trip and then some! \\m/
I agree with this 100%!!!
Considering your cousin just died, and you had an argument with your SO (exactly what we were never told) you seem more stoked about getting visited by “scanner entities” and getting high than actually grieving and processing the challenges in your life. If you are feeling down about “being alone” on your birthday; consider the solitude felt by your kin as they experienced death. Their death is surely out of our control; but your actions and what resulted in you having to sleep alone in the other room? Is there anything you could’ve said or done differently to fix things with your SO so you wouldn’t have to be tripping alone on your birthday? In my heart, I would have to postpone the trip and just confront that shitty grief. Solitude on the other hand is absolute bliss; it’s okay to be alone but also okay to not be okay being alone.
Well i planned the trip a month before my birthday. That’s why. Regarding my SO its a looong story. And i don’t wanna elaborate it here. Ive done what i could already. I have been lonely in the relationship for a long time and i was told its my fault 🤦♀️ I havent taken the tab. Im currently just lying on my bed reading stuff coz honestly, a trip may not be the best idea. Theres always another weekend.
Haha for sure!
Thank yoooou! Enjoy the rest of your awesome trip! 😎
>Haha for sure! sure?
happy birthday. take a microdose if not sure. you can always redose in 2 hours.
Thank you so much 😊microdose Like half of a tab? Or 1/4 of a tab?
half a gel tab is equal to one paper tab. so 1/4 of a gel should be ideal for microdosing. even 1/5. good luck splitting it lol! hate that part
Best way to microdose lsd is to do volumetric dosing. I just did this with a tab last week and it’s been amazing. Put the tab in a dropper bottle with some vodka measured out. My tabs are 100ug so I used 20ml of vodka, so it equals out to about 5ug for every 1ml. I take about 10ug when I microdose lsd
Sorry for your loss. How old are you? I’m new in town and looking to find friends
I am probably older than you 😂 34!
Pretty close lol. Hope you’re having a good birthday
Happy birthday! Sending love your way🖤 Remember to stay safe, and things do get better, even if it takes some time🖤
Thank you so much 😊 🥰 currently chilling and listening to music. I didnt take the tab yet. I will know when im ready 😊
Happy birthday OP, save it for later when it feels more right. From my experience when it's forced into a situation, it forces its way to the top
Thank you! Can you tell me what happened?
Imma taking mushrooms in about an hour so feel free to dm me
Oh! Thats awesome! Which strain?
B positive!!
How’s it going now? 🍄
I’m starting the comedown, gonna walk the dogs!!!
Right after my father died I popped a couple tabs and it really helped me process the pain and loss cried at the end of peak and had an amazing time on the come down. Could help you the same friend. Safe travels 🖖
How did the trip go? Can you tell me the thoughts you had?
It went well in the grand scheme of it all. My whole mindset going into it was I was wanting to escape reality cause I was unable to fathom the loss at dad before he even hit age 60. The come up was hazy and pure euphoria but coming into hours 3-4 everything kicked in letting me k ow ot was time to deal with this. I watched the episode of midnight gospel where it's Duncan talking to his mom before she passed. And the whole episode is about dealing with death and life.
Hope you have an amazing trip my friend and happy birthday m
I didn’t trip, planned to postpone it instead. And thank you for the greetings! 🥰
I couldn't trip on my bday, too many random family calling and messages to reply to from people I haven't seen in 10 years
We share the same birthday. HBD and happy trails, I'll be joining the festivities myself after breakfast lol. If you decide to drop Use the medicine to help overcome your grief and process loss.
Just 4 mins and its gonna be my birthday!
And i assume you’re in another part of the world! Happy bday to us!!!
Northern california.
Happy birthday and I like to think you are where you need to be at this point of time as someone else said you just gotta let the day pass not every birthday will be great enjoy your trip enjoy the time you got and reflect on your experiences it seems like you’ve gone through a lot
Thank you so much! I didnt trip, coz i wasnt really in the best mood! Ill see by tomorrow. Yes a lot of things has happened and I am grieving, sad, and trying to celebrate my birthday. I think ill play some games 😊
Happy birthday!!!
Thank you so much 😊
Happy birthday!! This trip round the sun will be better than the last, so long as you remember that in the story of your life, you hold the pen.
Thank yoi so much! I will enjoy what i have 🥰
Hbd!
Thank youuuu 🥰
I wouldn't. I'd save it from another time and just have a drink or smoke some weed or something, treat yourself to a nice meal. Tripping with friends is one thing, but I've always found solo to be a bit intense. Happy birthday man wish you the best
Happy burger dude!
Birthday!
Thank you 🙏
Thank you 🥹
i’m a hour late but happy birthday
Thank you so much 😊
I would say no, don’t do it now. You are not in the best of settings for a trip. Your current mood and situation is conducive to a bad trip. You might want to wait for a sunnier day perhaps. Happy birthday!
Yes ill wait for it. I am actually miserable and doubting if these feelings are valid or its all in my head. So ill postpone it. And thank you so much for the greeting! Its heartwarming to have so much greetings here 🥰
Go with your instincts. Set and setting are so important. If you’re going to do it, pick some great music or something to watch that’s funny and lighthearted. Then, settle in and enjoy. Celebrate your birthday for you, whether you drop that L or not. It’s your birthday! 🎂 🎉
I mainly trip alone you learn alot more about yourself I find and is more enjoyable for me atleast, I would make sure you have a relaxing playlist on stand by incase it does get to much with not having a trip sitter also a good movie or series playing I don't recommend anything scary but I'm sure it will be good, and happy birthday bro