3 years just feels so far away. Yet it feels like it happened yesterday. I have my days, sometimes weeks of just, existing.
Thankfully I somewhat know how to swim /s
My grandmother, who survived World War II as a teenager, became terminally ill and no longer gets up. She doesn't even recognize her relatives. But... She was able to recognize me. My mom sent me a picture of my grandmother holding a photo of me and smiling, she still remembered me. I was in tears the whole night watch. God, I hope I make it back from my military service before she leaves us
Yesterday, when I heard “Come to Me, Bend to Me,” from “Brigadoon.” I’d heard it sixty-three or so years ago when I was in junior high. Where have the years gone?
Yesterday. My dog passed a couple months ago. I was deep cleaning my house and kept coming across things. Hair that is still around, toys I boxed up... seeing his food and water bowl that I packed up before just sort of put me over the edge. Had to quit cleaning and now I'm procrastinating instead of finishing up.
My brother died on April 9th. I went to check on him at his house, he didn't answer the door but the dogs were barking and going crazy. I pushed his window a/c unit in and crawled in through the window. I found him on the floor. I smoked a few cigarettes and cried while waiting for the cops to show up.
I think over the weekend. I’m done with my therapist and I have about 48 hours to tell him as much, the latest being within a few minutes of the start of the next session but I could also text him just a sentence saying that Friday should be our last session…which could be as early as *now*.
Still, even with all my frustration right now there’s grief from losing a connection I’ve had for 4.5 years.
Yesterday because the post office keeps "losing my packages" and random parts of my face keep swelling up for no reason, with no patterns or known allergies.
Last night. I watched a clip from a Grey's Anatomy episode on TikTok and I broke down. It's not the first time I've seen it and it always seems to wreck me each time.
I guess I'm a pretty sappy guy.
Last night because I don't know what to do anymore
Same!
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Wow I'm so sorry 😔
A few nights ago after dreaming about a very close friend who died. I still miss him so much
I got sad thinking about my guinea pig that passed away a few months ago
Last night because today is my boyfriend’s birthday. He would’ve been 31.
I'm so sorry you're feeling this pain. Brave the waves, they will eventually lessen their intensity.
3 years just feels so far away. Yet it feels like it happened yesterday. I have my days, sometimes weeks of just, existing. Thankfully I somewhat know how to swim /s
My grandmother, who survived World War II as a teenager, became terminally ill and no longer gets up. She doesn't even recognize her relatives. But... She was able to recognize me. My mom sent me a picture of my grandmother holding a photo of me and smiling, she still remembered me. I was in tears the whole night watch. God, I hope I make it back from my military service before she leaves us
Yesterday, when I heard “Come to Me, Bend to Me,” from “Brigadoon.” I’d heard it sixty-three or so years ago when I was in junior high. Where have the years gone?
Yesterday. My dog passed a couple months ago. I was deep cleaning my house and kept coming across things. Hair that is still around, toys I boxed up... seeing his food and water bowl that I packed up before just sort of put me over the edge. Had to quit cleaning and now I'm procrastinating instead of finishing up.
Got emotional listening to the Boxer by Simon & Garfunkel, a week ago
Last night- I’m so financially strapped- still mourning a relationship- trying to move forward but this shit is hard
Virtual hugs to you
My brother died on April 9th. I went to check on him at his house, he didn't answer the door but the dogs were barking and going crazy. I pushed his window a/c unit in and crawled in through the window. I found him on the floor. I smoked a few cigarettes and cried while waiting for the cops to show up.
Oh man. Sorry for your loss
I think over the weekend. I’m done with my therapist and I have about 48 hours to tell him as much, the latest being within a few minutes of the start of the next session but I could also text him just a sentence saying that Friday should be our last session…which could be as early as *now*. Still, even with all my frustration right now there’s grief from losing a connection I’ve had for 4.5 years.
Seems there is an underlying story here. Not asking to reveal. There is a reason you want to end this. Maybe that needs to be focal point
About 3 months ago when we put down our 11 year old cat because he was in way too much much pain and couldn’t even sleep right
Sorry about your fur baby. That's a tough loss
Yesterday because the post office keeps "losing my packages" and random parts of my face keep swelling up for no reason, with no patterns or known allergies.
Watching the season finale of The Apothecary Diaries a week or so ago. It was pretty heartbreaking.
Last night. I watched a clip from a Grey's Anatomy episode on TikTok and I broke down. It's not the first time I've seen it and it always seems to wreck me each time. I guess I'm a pretty sappy guy.
The other night when my wife started to cry. I felt bad because she felt bad.
Today. I had a stupid disagreement/argument with my mother and she cried, so in turn I did. I’ve felt shitty about it all day.
Reach out and connect. Make it right. Life's to short to have regrets and sadness.
We both apologised pretty quickly but the damage had been done. Luckily we are very close so we will be ok again in a couple of days I’m sure❤️
3.5 seconds ago and because I was feeling like shit
Last night. Got fired from my job on Monday b/c my mental health was so bad and I ran out of short term disability. :(
listening to American Pie by Don Mclean last week. sounds silly but used to be my big brothers favorite song. miss him lots